Do I belong?

Have you ever asked yourself...

Do I belong to this place?

Everyday,

I am surrounded by people who are sure of their drive

to achieve

they are such high-flyers

where instead i myself

am

not

I know this...

quite well.

I would love to be

an entrepreneur

because the thing is

I

hate

authority

I would love to be

a freelancer

because

I

get to

call my own shots

I wish my hubby could understand how I feel...

Sad, sad day...

My cat died today.

He wasn't really lovable in a sense that

he's not the type to crawl into your lap and demands your affection...

he's really fat,

(now i know why, he had a huge stone blocking up his urinary tract)

he loves to play but gets bored very easily

he loves to sleep with my maid...

according to her,

he's really good hygiene...

he'll always tell her when he needs to go to the loo...

i'm just sad to see him go..

we tried to feed him the past few days,

he didn't want to eat...

he didn't like the medicine...

he ends up throwing everything up

guess he was just tired...

he couldn't even swallow his medicine and water anymore...

sorry i gotta go...

i keep picturing him lying there as if he was just asleep...

kapul...

u grumpy old bastard...

we'll miss you