For the past month I have had a lot of changes,
a work colleague of mine invited me along to go for sports...
I'm really bad at jogging as I will be trying to catch my breath when I'm trying to maintain a constant pace... The first week I did it... I got an excruciating back ache... but hopefully it will be better when I get used to it...
But lately, since we have a badminton tourney
for the celebration of our organisation's anniversary,
so yea we've been practicing a lot...
I feel more at home with this sport than any other...
I didn't get to play however,
but that's ok with me..
It's for the greater good...
But anyway,
the colleagues and friends have been noticing that I have gotten smaller...
my weight's not going down though...
I try not to be pissed off about it...
But it's just frustrating that my own family doesn't...
It's bad... Really bad..
It's not that I don't want my parents advice...
They just do not understand the freedom of choice...
And what do they mean they want me to be "perfect" for the wedding?
there is no such thing as a "perfect" human being...
it saddens me...
family should be the ones who give you unconditional love...
accepting you for who you are...
i don't know what to do anymore...
but i know i'll continue on the road of trying to be healthy...
exercising everyday when i can...
and hope for the best...
